Friday, July 26, 2013

Day 89 – Are We Too Trusting?

I feel like we have gotten to know “Group 3” pretty well at this point. Honestly, with all of them, I feel like we could have all easily been friends in the real world before everything degenerated down. So I did not take offense when I had a very frank and open conversation with Justin and Eric. I am a big proponent of laying things out there. If you are uncomfortable with something, just say something. It may be awkward at first but then you can work towards compromises and making everyone happy.
Now, when Eric and his crew rolled in, I think their mentality was “their house, their rules.” But I feel like they have assimilated into the group quite well. Enough for Eric to pull Fred, Luke and myself aside to call us complete dumbasses.
Okay, it is not as harsh as I am making it sound. Keep in mind that Eric was a K-9 cop back in the world and there is no doubt in my mind that he dealt with the dregs of humanity on a nightly basis. Add in the whole zombie infestation and you can see how a person could be cynical.
Eric called us out, saying that taking them in was a mistake. Justin made it very clear that they were all thankful that we helped them out. He didn’t want to try to outrun the zoms that were chasing them. But in the long run, they believe that letting any strangers in here compromises our security and lessens our resources. Eric very coldly said, “We could have killed you all.”
I agree with what he was saying and I even think I commented on how it was either the most elaborate hoax of all time or they were victims of dumb luck. And we didn’t just let them in willy-nilly. They did all the right things.
Even when all this broke down, I posted on here. If you are out there, come to us. We have weapons, food, medicine, shelter, security… I don’t feel like the world is Thunderdome. I still feel like there is a clear “us vs. them” distinction. We are not fighting humanity and zombies at the same time. Any human is another person that can stand on the wall and be a defender.
Does that mean I would let some child molester or hardcore prison inmate in here? God, it is a really tough decision. What if that one extra hand is the turning point between someone living and someone being zombie chow? On the other hand, there are more than a few attractive females in here that were attractive before everything was compromised. How is a “piece of tail” going to look to someone who escaped from the prison in Vinita and hasn’t been with a woman in five years?
Could you close the door on a person and condemn them to the outside world? I guess it is one of those situations that can drive you mad. It is best not to think about it until we are actually put in that position. Didn’t Regan have a quote about “Trust but verify?” Let’s just cross that bridge when we come to it.