Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Day 37 – What We Need… Are Homing Pigeons

Ever since contact has been established, I think Kasondra has lived on the roof. She is there until the last wisps of light remain and then she finally comes down for the evening. They have been communicating back and forth with the dry erase board from the Produce Department and binoculars. 
I will have to admit, Kasondra has had a wonderful energy level increase after she found out Brad was alive. Janet and Kim have also been elevated as well but there is just a different energy. I mean they are all excited that Brad is alive but there is a different energy. It is like when my mother passed away. My dad and I were mourning the same person but one person was mourning his wife and the other person is mourning his mother.
Janet is celebrating the survival of her son and Kim is celebrating the survival of her younger brother. Those two have literally known Brad all of his life. And I think you are kind of genetically required to love your family members. But Kasondra has made the conscious choice to spend the rest of her life with Brad. You cannot choose your family, yet Kasondra has chosen Brad. So in a way, I think that makes their bond more special. I am extremely happy for all three of them. I guess technically I am happy for all four of them since I am sure that Brad is overwhelmed as well.
However…
I am worried that all three of the ladies over here are living in a bit of a fantasy world. We are going to do our best to get Brad and his crew to us and I know all about to power of positive thinking. But I think they need to understand the danger level of what that crew is hurling themselves into face first. They are jumping headlong into the lion’s den. A million things could go wrong between now and then and during the mad scamper on the way over here. 
I’ve kind of try to stay away from the whole biblical thing with this event. I do really feel like He owes us at least some measure of hope. But talk about someone sticking it in and breaking it off. I cannot imagine the torture all three of these girls would go through to have their fiancé/son/brother be six feet away from the produce dock and see him get drug down and mauled by a pack of these things.
I know. I know. Positive attitude. But that is a real and plausible outcome. And I am wondering if we should at least plan somehow for that emotional train wreck. Kasondra will flat out tell you that Brad is a momma’s boy. Brad will admit he is a momma’s boy. Now imagine you are the momma or that momma’s boy. How will Janet react if Brad is caught in the middle of a shamble on the way over here?
I guess it is one of those things where we should cross that bridge if and when we come to it. But I am giving Brad and his group about one chance in three to make it over here unscathed.
I hope I am wrong…