Friday, March 21, 2014

Day 327 – Shadows and Power

Back before the zombie apocalypse took over everything, we all just plugged along, living life. And during those times, we experienced a few power outages up here at the store. There was one year where a particularly bad ice storm covered everything in a solid coating of ice. Power lines were snapping all over. It was horrible. That was part of my fear is that we would experience something like that this past winter and we would be absolutely screwed. Thankfully, we dealt mostly with cold temperatures instead of massive precipitation.
But during those times, we knew what it was like to be here in the store with no electricity. Let me tell you, it gets DARK. One of our saving graces during this thing was our lack of windows that kept us from being vulnerable. No army of undead – no matter how many the shambling horrors – are battering down concrete walls. 
But it also prevents us from being able to see outside and it limits our natural light. As we speak, Lance is using his electrician skills to get the security camera back up and running so we can have eyes outside.
The generators are strong enough to give us light but it is just not enough. Well, it is just not as much as we are used to. The case lights are all down and the number of overhead lights have been cut to a third. Given the height of the ceiling, we are not walking around in darkness but it is like nothing is illuminated. It is like trying to read by a 25-watt light bulb when you are used to reading via a 100-watt bulb. 
I think we are going to have to be really careful now to look for warning signs of depression in people. Thank goodness we have the cordoned parking lot, the roof access, and such. The temperatures have been steadily rising.
Before, when you were performing daily tasks like cleaning the bathrooms, cooking meals, or getting together for movie night, things almost seemed normal. Or at least normal-esque. Sometimes, during really bad snowstorms, quite a few employees would often say, “Screw it.” And sleep up here at the store. Granted, that was rare but mentally you might just tell yourself, “We are just sleeping in the store tonight.”
You fool yourself into thinking that we just cannot leave the store because of the weather. And with all the bright lights and distractions, you forget that the world outside is a zombified wasteland.
With those lights going dark and the airflow brought on by the central air system now feeling stagnant, we aren’t going to want to spend a lot of time in the store. We still have boatloads of aluminum foil. Maybe we need to arrange a system where we cover the windows only at night to at least let some sunlight in here. My kingdom for a few skylights right now.
The more we cannot fool ourselves into thinking everything is fine within our high, high walls, the more people will have to embrace the madness outside… and that could be a dangerous thing.