Monday, February 3, 2014

Day 281 – Staring Blankly Into the Unknown

I will admit it. I am a sucker for closure. They say that false hope is worse than no hope and I often think that they are right. False hope builds up this sense of security that lifts you up to an inappropriate height and I think it makes the fall that much harder when you hit.
Back in the last week of August, we met Wes and Kyndall Reyes. Wes believed that movement equaled life. We have a tremendous advantage over the undead in our maneuverability. By barricading ourselves inside the store, it eliminates our advantage. So Wes and Kyndall decided to move on down the road. I find myself wondering what happened to them?
Was Wes correct in his theory? If so, he and his sister have to be out there, moving along and surviving. Is it possible that Denver really is a safe zone and they made it there?
We never heard from Sharon again. For all we know, she made it to Doug and they are living high on the hog with supplies from their farm and are snuggled up to each other beside the fireplace to ward against the cold February wind.
What about Brian and Kelly? Was the frozen tundra of the great white north really the refuge they were seeking? Did they find Kelly’s family?
Or did Wes get bit and turn on Kyndall? Did Sharon arrive at the family farm to find it overrun? Did Brian and Kelly’s vehicle break down fifty miles from the store leaving them stranded and at the mercy of a wandering horde?
Don’t get me wrong, I am not wishing ill for any of them but I guess I would feel better if I had closure. If we had some sort of word to let us know how people are doing, I could sleep better.
Before this world went to pot, you have to understand we had cell phones, text messaging, Facebook status updates, Instagram, Twitter, Four Square, and all the other technological updates that bombarded us with information of who was doing what and where and at what time and with whom and how they felt about it. “Robert is about to watch Movie Title X at the Claremore Theater with Christie. Do you want to like this status?”
We were inundated with that kind of information and now, we know nothing about what is going on beyond our small perimeter. Right now, Adair – a mere nine miles away – could be on fire and we wouldn’t know it.
I cannot imagine what people did for information during the Revolutionary War or the Civil War. A loved one could die in battle and you wouldn’t know it for months after until you got a letter from a post rider. And we don’t even have that going for us!
All we can do is wait. And I have to tell you, it is frustrating as hell.