Thursday, December 5, 2013

Day 221 – Saying Goodbye to Tommy

Tommy Holt has made his decision. He has been bitten and is infected. I think that I have been pretty clear in previous entries that Tommy felt guilty about missing out on his family. He wasn’t certain if his family was alive or dead because Claremore was overrun. With the wound on his arm already turning necrotic, he has decided to drive to Claremore to see if they are alive. I guess one way to look at it is what does he have to lose?
He didn’t say much and when we tried to comfort him, all he kept saying was, “The clock is ticking.” He was right. So the goodbyes were pretty short and sweet.
Taking no supplies except one pistol and a box of ammo, Tommy took his car from the parking lot, go it and drove away. Navigating the crowded parking lot was a risk but we covered him from the roof as best we could from a sniper position. The last we saw, he was pulling on to the highway and heading towards Claremore. I will say this. He was driving slow and honking the horn to clear out some of the parking lot for us as a large number of their contingent were shambling after him as he left.  
I have to respect his decision and he didn’t have anything to lose. He was checking out. I did tell him that if he found his family, they were more than welcome to come here and take advantage of our shelter and supplies.
I still cannot believe that we have lost so many people. I guess it could have been worse. We could have lost eight people instead but this one is hard. After living this long with people under such tight confines, you honestly get to know them and you learn to love one another.
Every loss is a hard hit. I hope he finds his family and either tells them to come here or drives them back himself. He still has 24 hours before he starts to become debilitated. Either way, Tommy Boy, I am rooting for you…   
LOST MEMBERS:
Ashlynn Bishop – Langley, OK
Janet Chambers – Langley
Tommy Holt – Claremore, OK