In keeping with my whole honesty
theme, I have to admit that the stress of being the leading voice for our
collection of survivors can be very difficult.
Jennifer is trying to help me with
medication but I am just not feeling it. The meds do help me sleep but the
stress of everything that is going on seems like it is weighing heavily. I have
been searching for ways to deal with everything that has been going on.
I have been trying to find a way to
vent my stress. Some people might punch a heavy bag or break things. I have
found that putting a bullet between the eyes of these walking monstrosities is
wonderfully cathartic.
Now, the rule with the zoms is to put
a bullet in the head. Destroying the brain destroys the zombie. It is the only
fool proof way to put them down. But this is harder than it looks. I know
horror movies show their heroes running through the streets shooting at zombies
trying to block their path and scoring shots right in the middle of the
forehead with every bullet fired. This is much harder than Hollywood makes it
look. Even with a steady mounting, a powerful scope, and a slow moving,
unsuspecting target, this is not an easy shot to make.
I don’t want to sound like a serial
killer but there is something tremendously cathartic about blocking out
everything else around you and just focusing on only what is through that
scope. All the problems you are experiencing, you can just block all that out
and focus on everything that is within the circle of that scope.
Then… BLAM!
Now, you are dropping zoms. So you can
say that you are doing it for the good of the group but, truth be told, I am
doing it because I pin my problems on these zoms and then blow their brains
out.
Yes, I am aware that this makes me
sound like a serial killer but you do what you have to do to get your grip on
your sanity.
